Perhaps we shouldn't have gone to
the Gallery opening. The smart, shiny people glanced unseeingly at us as we
slipped through the door, so absorbed were they in all the other smart, shiny
people they had known for years. Strangely, nobody else seemed to be looking at
the stunning pictures. More people drifted in and were greeted with shrieks of
recognition, air kisses, as we bounced off them like billiard balls, unable to
penetrate the invisible shield.
She used to be a neighbour of
his, in and out of each other's houses, their children playmates, but they
hadn't seen each other for years.
'I can't quite place you ...’ she said, puzzled, as he greeted her and congratulated her on her work. 'Oh yes, didn't you used to be married to ...’
'Things change', he replied
awkwardly as my smile slipped.
Not the right woman. Not the right place. Not my fault.
Not the right woman. Not the right place. Not my fault.
I am further on than you, thirteen years and more into being married for a second time, but I remember very vividly the limbo period (exciting and marvellous in its own way) of being in between.
ReplyDeleteMarianne, hello. You do write so beautifully. It's a pleasure to read your thoughts.
ReplyDeleteLiving in the today is what I've learned to do also. It's the best way to be... informed by the past, aware of tomorrow but content and thriving in the moment.
I am really happy to find TMITPS is still in your life!
Hello Elizabeth. Second time around is certainly a challenge at times, with its own peculiar pleasures and pains. I'm all for new experiences though, so I guess it's all grist to the mill. What would I blog about otherwise?
ReplyDeleteHow lovely to hear from you again Merry and glad to find you happy in your life, with all its challenges. I still struggle sometimes to stay in the moment, but it is very rewarding.
ReplyDeleteYes, he is, very much so. When i met you last year things were in transition, but we are thriving, although its not without its fair share of problems. However, today I'm happy. Hope you are too.
Hi Marianne,
ReplyDeleteIn my experience, so very many people who trip along to gallery openings are there to see the other smart shiny people. Poor you, how awkward.
If anyone would know, you would DM. Have left a comment on your page as you might not be back for a while. Lovely to see you again though.
ReplyDeleteJust smiling at DM's comment-I really felt your awkwardness through your writing Marianne. Pretentious bunch.
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There's nothing more demoralising than being quite out of place. The river was healing though.
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